Just writing

Posted on August 23rd, 2005 by Jeremy.
Categories: Rant.

i just feel like posting. Not sure about what, but about…something, anything.

My company is in flux. We merged with this company. Cool offices located in the heart of hollywood (at least by my mind). I went over there to have lunch with one of the computer guys and we dished dirt on all sorts of goings ons in our new company.

I think there is this paranoia that a large portion of us are going to be fired. But you know life is to short to worry about job security. Crap, I’ve had about a dozen or more jobs since I’ve moved here.

Anyways….I’m waiting for my Netflix to roll back some movies to me. i’m going too fast for them. They can’t keep up - LOSERS!!

Everyone at my house is gone. They went to Cabo San Lucas and left me alone. I thought it was going to be a pleasant time away. it isn’t. I have to tell you. I miss the screaming, dogs, kid, various power tools.

You know I’m a pretty blessed dude to live with a surrogate family that treats me as one of their own. It gets me all sorts of weepy thinking about how much love is in that household for one another. And now they are gone and I’m feeling amazingly lonely.

I should go home and clean my room…Oh OH Oh…random - I went shopping the other day.

yeah, I went shopping. I was never a shopper. Shoot up until like a year ago I rarely bought my own clothes. I relied on birthday presents and Christmas offerings to make up my wardrobe, as I slowly phased out things from Jr. High (you think I’m kidding?). I think it showed too.

Now I’ve kind of gotten into the groove of buying things that I think would look good. Some of them have been big missteps, some of them garner “you look nice” ’s from the people around me. I’m experimenting in style I guess and it’s really expensive, yet very fun.

The problem with the whole fashion game (something I know nothing about, nor do I really want to know) is not becoming another mindless cutout like everyone else. I’d love to just have really cool shirts that no one else “gets”, but at least I would get it! Not like those wannabe rockers that wear AC/DC shirts but have NO CLUE who they are! And I love AC/DC, so that really burns it for me! I mean I put it on and look “there is another wannabe”. It’s worse for me too, because I’m a little Christian boy so people would really think I’m doing it for the sake of style, because heaven to betsy he can’t listen to that satanic tripe!

I think I’m paranoid.

Okay I think I got it all out.

The thing I leave you with is

Proverbs 25:21

If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat; if he is thirsty, give him water to drink. 22 In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head, and the LORD will reward you.

Yeah baby! Revenge through love and kindness WOOT!

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