This weekend is my 10 year reunion…I’m not sure how I feel about that.
the good thing about the entire scenario is that I get to see a bunch of people that I haven’t seen in a long time. The bad part…well, we all know I’m self conscious right? And that is not a key word to have some of you run to the keyboards and tell me how great I am (aside from Skedoozy who’d tell me how much of a @$$ I am hehe), it’s merely a fact that I have self confidence/conscious issues. There are times that i think that I’m God’s grand gift to the globe, and then well…there are othertimes.
The terrible thing about saying that, is by admitting it it somehow weakens my stature as a human. I know that all of us feel this way at times (or I hope we all do). I guess I’m projecting. Seeing people that are moving forward with life while I run around in Neverland hoping for the next big thing.
Yeah I’m rambling, but I’m allowed.
So here I am…two days out from leaving for my home town that I haven’t seen in about 4 years. Seeing people I haven’t seen for 10.
I don’t recall High School being the most fond time. What I do recall is the distinct sense of being fully alive. The drama of it all. The keen awareness of sorrow, happiness, joy and anger. Sure it was all probably hormone induced, but I was aware of it…that’s for sure.
It’ll certainly make for a interesting blog.
Alright, that’s all, just a little mental tidbit before lunch.
Skedoozy
I would never call you an ass.. to your face. lol Just kidding. I just wouldnt. 
Try to enjoy it though, man. I’ll never to get to go to a reunion. Highschool sucked for me. It’s things like that we take for advantage. Enjoy seeing the people you grew up with, have a good time, and remember it don’t mean crap! 
stargatechick!
well I’d definetly call you an ass. Ass. 
