So my Friendus Maximus Jaybo is coming into town to visit me in a couple weeks. I wonder what we’ll do. I say Vegas (but this could be a direct result from watching the show Las Vegas too much). Any ideas?
When did I suck in mustard gas? Seriously I’m having lung issues.
Ok. It seems that I am the last one of my friends to not go the way of the adult. Not saying I don’t want to. I do. But finances, the entertainment industry are the not the easiest career paths in the world. I am blessed with my job now, I’m not going to lie. It’s awesome, and exceeds my expectations in alot of ways.
but alas I feel as if I’m the last of the Mohicans. My buddy Matt has just bought a house. My buddy Austin has just bought a house. One is married with a beautiful daughter, the other is in a serious relationship. My other buddy Attila is getting married. Sheesh. I guess as I near my 30’s there is this feeling of quite desperation that begins to seep around the edges. Maybe it’s a chink in the armor - who knows?
I’d love a house, a wife. I’m sure there is a reason why I don’t have one. God works like that I’ve noticed, but sometimes it doesn’t squash the “wants”. So I abide and sit tight and hope for the best, knowing it’ll come in due course.
Don’t worry I’m not going to sit here and be down on myself. I’m pursuing dreams, blah blah blah. But when you look around and see everyone around you moving into adulthood. Creating a family, having a life staked out. Sometimes that gives you a moment of pause and reflection…”should I be here?”, “Am I kidding myself” etc.
Dabb said it’s a “War of Attrition”. He’s right. It’s a marathon not a sprint. I’ve understood that for years. And by no means am I “jealous”. I really am pumped for my friends. I think it’s so awesome. I just wonder if I’m doing something wrong from time to time and like to vent a little. It is my website after all!
Another one of my friends is doing something amazingly funny. His name is Dave…PsychoDave, and he is an Air guitarist! I really need to see him play air guitar. The guy has always been a crack up, I imagine he is just awesome on stage.
Skedoozy
Dude.. what is adulthood? Seriously. We’re all just taller more wrinkled children. This thing about becoming an adult and all that is just silly. Live your life. The things you want to happen to you will happen to you when the time comes. Live life and BE HAPPY. Seriously, that is the only thing that matters. A house won’t make you happy. Only living life to it’s fullest for you will do that. When you want a house you’ll have one, when you find the right relationship you’ll settle down. I say phooey to the notion of adulthood.
